January depression

Monday out of the way- I think I’ll live! I feel like I’m walking in a thick soup- not sure if it’s because I feel like I should still be asleep in January, like a momma bear or because I’m still not well, but definitely there’s something not right at the moment. I was going through the pictures from last years summer holidays and I could feel last drops of vitamin D leaving my body. I’m in the need of sun. Sea. Drinks with little paper umbrella and sand in my food (never thought I’ll miss this!). But as sun and sea is a long distant memory, food is my best friend. And believe me, I eat. I got so desperate this weekend, I had 2 doughnuts on Saturday and baked a batch of scones on Sunday night (it was literally like 9.30pm!). I also had a giant bowl of rice- and I don’t even like rice! My husband was looking at me like I’m a crazy person when I almost died by tiny ,yummy grains overload. We discovered newly open sushi and grill place just round the corner from where we live (and by round the corner I mean 3 minutes walk). Food was so good I wanted to have a nap and do it all all over again. From sushi to bento boxes, dumplings and skewers, I was barely moving when hubby kept ordering like he just been released from a maximum security, one meal a day prison. Good it’s a down hill back to our place so there was no effort in walking really, just bouncing up and down like a ball.

Writing about all this food is making me hungry now which is rather shit as I need to get back to my before Xmas size so am trying to eat clean (haha dougnuuuuutttt…) but all I can think of is a fat…juicy…yummy burger and a nice cold beer!

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